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Jan. 1st, 2007 @ 11:27 pm
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1. Will you be looking for a new job?
Yes, always. I hate my job, and even if i didnt, it's always good to keep your eye out for better things.
2. Will you be looking for a new relationship?
Not sure, really. The idea of going out with someone right now terrifies me, but i do fall in love about sixty times a day, so who knows what could happen.
3. New house?
Yes please.
4. What will you do different in 07?
Stand up for myself. Not dinghy going to work for two months.
5. New Years resolution?
Take my makeup off before going to bed so i dont always look like Liza Minneli/alice Cooper in the mornings. Maybe start ironing or something.
6. What will you not be doing in 07?
Fellating badgers. Talking to horrible boys.
7. Any trips planned?
Nope, was thinking of a trip down south for my birthday or something, but that's in three weeks and im broke. I might go visit Amy in Venice, i've been enjoying having her home for xmas.
8. Wedding plans?
Bolt. Might get pregnant but. JOKE
9. What's on your calendar?
Aint got one yet. will probably get an Oxfam one next week. I like the one with recipes on it.
10. What can't you wait for?
Summertime, the park, the festivals, the long nights, i fucking love summer in scotland.
11. What would you like to see happen different?
An end to world poverty.
12. What about yourself will you be changing?
Gonna try and drop another dress size. Also, going to stop being so bloody indecisive about things.
13. What happened in '06 that you didn't think would ever happen?
i snogged the hot destiny guy. God, im sad. Also, i saw the Who, but that was rubbish.
14. Will you be nicer to the people you care about?
I hope so, but i'm gonna stop letting people away with so much.
15. Will you dress differently this year than you did in '06?
I dress differently most days. Nah, ill probably still buy most of my clothes in Oxfam.
16. Will you start or quit drinking?
I should probably quit for a while, ive really been kicking the arse out of it recently.
17. Will you better your relationship with your family?
I hope so, but they need to start talking to each other first.
18. Will you do charity work?
Yes. Even more.
19. Will you go to bars?
I like pubs better.
20. Will you be nice to people you don't know?
No, they're clearly idiots.
21. Do you expect '07 to be a good year for you?
I'm not sure. Let's just take it a day at a time and enjoy it.
22. How much did you change from this time last year til now?
Not a lot actually, i've moved flats, and made some new friends, which is good.
23. Do you plan on having a child?
Not this year, no.
24. Will you still be friends with the same people you are friends with now?
What a stupid question. No i hate my friends, they're shit and im going to join a bingo club to get new ones.
25. Major lifestyle changes?
Less worrying about other people, less biscuits.
26. Will you be moving?
Hope so, this flat's a dive.
27. What will you make sure doesn't happen in '07 that happened in '06? I get drunk and dropped face first on a dancefloor by a gay guy dressed as a cowboy.
28. What are your New Years Eve plans?
Party at Mr and Mrs Jelly's.
29. Will you have someone to kiss at midnight?
No, boys are gay.
30. One wish for '07?
I can become more positive about things. |
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Jul. 12th, 2006 @ 06:31 pm
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I havent posted on lj in ages, over a year, to be exact. euch.
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well, i havent updated in ages.
The News, in brief:
I got myself a lovely boyfriend by the name of Henry. He bowls me over with his lovliness and makes me laugh every three seconds and he has a lovely hairy bum.
I'm organising a Fair Trade Fashion Show in Partick Burgh Hall on the 26th June. I'd like it if you all came, tickets are only £3/4, and it'll be good craic. Fair Trade free wine notwithstanding.
My dad asked me to take over his buisness, which is a bit mad, and i'm not sure if I'll do it yet. Running 5 buisnesses is exciting but somewhat traumatic to my wee blonde head.
i'm shacking up, southside, with GreggusSEXmachina. This should take place sometime in the next month.
I'm considering dying my hair back to it's natural colour.
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Mar. 27th, 2005 @ 09:26 pm
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You are Tyres. You are a bicycle courier. You have
a very short attention span and live for
clubbing. You are liable to start dancing to
anything with a rhythmic beat. Oh and Tim owes
you twenty quid.
What 'Spaced' Character are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
"Last night? last night was A1, tip top, a clubbing jam fur, a sandwich of fun on ecstasy bread, all wrapped upin a big bag like disco fudge. It doesn't get much better than this. I just wish that sometimes i could control these FUCKING MOOD SWINGS!" |
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Why is it that when one area of your life starts to get good, another will completely fall to shit? University is not a happy place right now, i've spent most of this week working on business stuff and spending time with a Potential*, and i suddenly realised i have so much work to do by friday it's unreal. Even if I wasnt guestlisted and bar-tabbed for this Belle and Sebastian thing at the union tomorrow night, i doubt i'd be able to get it done. I'm such a fucking lame academic. Which is ridiculous, considering part of my degree is going to be measured by my abilty to dance with a puppet, and another part on how well i respond to the S&M undertones in 'How Clean Is Your House?'Also, Hunter S fucking shot himself. I swear sometimes that life is a giant conspiracy. Bedlam on Saturday, moan the Gregg. I might take some drugs. It's been a while.
*Don't ask. I won't tell you.
Ijust re-read this. I can't believe that in a matter of months, i will have a degree in ENGLISH.
NB,I am tired to the point of near-deliriousness. |
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Fuck off, life. I'm busy.
Feb. 21st, 2005 @ 02:21 pm
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Avril just cheered me up, we have a mutual disrespect for each other's accents.
phone call:
glasgow voice masquerading as belfast voice: Evril! cahmin for a feg?
belfast voice masquerading as glasgow voice: Whit! AGEN?
glasgow voice masquerading as belfast voice: Agaain.
belfast voice maskerading as shakespearean voice: i shall be there, forthwith.
Glasgow voice: Braw.
Feb. 4th, 2005 @ 02:33 pm
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Life isn't that bad, really.
I really love my friends right now, me and suzie are closer than we've been in such a long time, and she really does feel like a sister to me. I sorted things out with Stephen last night, and we're going for lunch tomorrow. Mini Mike gave me some quality guidance last night as well, which put a lot of things in persepective. I had a great night at destiny, there were so many of my favourite people there, and i actually wasnt bothered about the presence of the people who've been living to make my life a misery the past few months. Emma's hair was boss, too.
Been speaking to my dad about setting up my shoe company too, and hes going to help me with my buisness plan. Quality shoes! hurrah.
um, i cant really remember anything else i wanted to say. Couldnt have been important.
Jan. 27th, 2005 @ 11:49 pm
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Vegas
The Renfrew Ferry
29th January
My 20th Birthday Party
Dae It.
50's costume encouraged.
Jan. 11th, 2005 @ 11:56 pm
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In about 7 months time, I'm going to be a proud Auntie!
I found out last night.I'm ridiculously happy for my brother and Heather, and they've decided to have a silly last minute wedding next month, on Valentine's day, with only 8 guests and a lot of whisky.(except hez, who will be ojing it)We're going shopping on Sunday to get her outfit sorted, and im so excited! a wee new Love baby!
Jan. 11th, 2005 @ 01:22 pm
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When you’re sickened by the night,
And the sun is in your eyes,
To remind you what you’ve done.
You can breathe so hard it hurts,
Try to put it into words,
It is 5am.
So much nicer to go home,
Came in someone else’s car.
Shiver in your night time clothes,
You don’t know where you are.
And if you ask them; No.
Viscious sting at back of eye,
Purple palm print on your thigh,
Your head aches, you’re dizzy.
Dec. 29th, 2004 @ 01:17 am
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1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
had someone seriously consider killing me.
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
no, i don't need to make rules for myself, i'd only break them.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Jillian gave birth to Eve, and Anne gave birth to Keira.
4. Did anyone close to you die?
Yes, my grandfather. I miss him.
5. What countries did you visit?
England, Italy. Almot went to Germany but was far too lazy.
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
common sense. shiny-smooth hair. a husband.
7. What was the principal emotion you experienced this year?
not sure, but it was an extreme one.
8. What the best moment this year?
jumping in the fountain at silly o clock in the morning in kelvingrove park.
9. What was the worst moment?
Either the gut instinct that my papa had died, or finding out that i was completely worthless in the eyes of someone i thought the world of.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
nothing physical, really.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
i dunno if i bought anything that good. a new exhaust for my car,and various fake prada handbags in italy.
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Various folk have come through for me unexpectedly this year.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Mark's.
14. Where did most of your money go?
Fegs. Booze. Pills and boys.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
seeing Mike Patton at Leeds. i got, like, gay excited.
16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
Been Caught Stealing
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? Sadder
ii. thinner or fatter? Same,
iii. richer or poorer? Poorer.
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Singing
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Wasting my time
20. How will you be spending Christmas/New Years?
Xmas with the family and Blitzer, then Blitzer's new year party.
21. Which LJ people did you meet this year?
industrialgod. i think that was the only new one.
22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
i fell further in love.
23. How many one-night stands?
2, maybe more, i dont know what counts these days.
24. What was your favorite TV program?
Black Books. although, that may have been last year.
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
I'm not sure.
26. What was the best book you read?
mine.
seriously.
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Carter USM
28. What did you want and get?
drugs
29. What did you want and not get?
the boy.
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
Blue Velvet, i 0only saw it for the first time this year.
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
19, i went to rufus, and the cathouse. I snogged Woolies. it was braw.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Satisfaction.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
Retro swing-industrial lawyercore.
34. What kept you sane?
i have no idea.
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Mike Patton, Dirty Den jnr.
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
dont know.
37. Who did you miss?
my papa, claire, michael.
38. Who was the best new person you met?
i dunno. maybe john.
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
um, ill get back to you on that one.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:'the best looking boys are taken, the best looking girls are staying inside. so, jusy, where does that leave you? walking the strret from morning till night?'
damn, that was melancholy.
Dec. 23rd, 2004 @ 09:39 pm
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| How to make a vazzavazza |
Ingredients:
5 parts friendliness
3 parts self-sufficiency
1 part empathy |
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add curiosity to taste! Do not overindulge! |
Dec. 18th, 2004 @ 09:42 pm
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Is it wicked not to care, when they say that you're mistaken?
Thinking hopes and lots of dreams that aren't there.
Is it wicked not to care, when you've wasted many hours,
talking endlessly to anyone that's there?
Oct. 19th, 2004 @ 09:21 am
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01. Who are you?
02. Are we friends?
03. When and how did we meet?
04. How have I affected you?
05. What do you think of me?
06. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
08. Do you love me?
09. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out about me?
13. Emotionally, what stands out about me?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your Livejournal and see what I say about you?
Oct. 15th, 2004 @ 12:24 am
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Ok, I'm going to be making most of my entries friends only from now on, for the sake of my sanity. I've also whittled down my friends list quite a bit, so sorry if I've cut anyone out who feels put out by it. I got rid of folk who might annoy me, but also friends of folk who might annoy me, so dont be offended.blah blah blah im great, blah.the end.
Oct. 14th, 2004 @ 11:57 pm
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Something hilariously funny was pointed out to me today. Well, it wasn't that funny, but it kind of tickled me. They have solar powered parking meters in town. Town. As in, Glasgow. Needless to say, they don't work.
Oct. 14th, 2004 @ 11:21 pm
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I wish everyone else would just fuck off. I've been completely thrown off balance with my life, i'm having to do all sorts of stuff for other people who really don't appreciate it, and im coming down with some kind of Terrible Flu.
Looking forward to the weekend, though. Rehearsing on Friday and probably getting drunk with the rest of my band, then on Saturday, I'm either hanging out with Jenkins and Ferg 1998-style, or I'm heading up to Aberdeen to stay with Arnab and do coke with lawyers. I think i'll probably stay in Glasgow, tbh, Aberdeen's quite far away on a comedown, although I totally would like to go see Arnab. Got my new phone working, so been walking about the house taking photos of stuff randomly, and then subsequently deleting them cos they're mince.
I'm only updating my journal right now because i know theres no way in hell im getting to sleep any time soon. Passed out as soon as i got home this evening and i've just woken up again. I'm drinking whisky in the hope that i'll be unconscious again soon, but it doesnt even seem to be serving to inebriate.
I can't even enjoy kinder eggs, transmetropolitan, pink cakes, or champagne. I miss my boys, but i dont think putting all my photos, champagne corks, flowers from the park, setlists etc in a box is healthy. Maybe constantly finding stuff that reminds me of what i cant do any more is less healthy, though.
I feel very young right now. Young enough to get myself into stupid messes and not know how to get out of them, but also young enough to be able to turn around and throw my energies into a million other things, although none of them replacing the hug and kiss on the forehead that i need.
Oct. 12th, 2004 @ 11:33 pm
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It's been a long week, and one full of surprises, not all of them bad. I've never been good at dealing with sudden changes in my life, and i usually end up dwelling in this detached reality thats quite similar to my life, but without nerve endings, sleep, or any real sense of purpose. On the occasions i do feel emotion, its so breathtakingly intense, it drains me of everything i need to stay conscious, and thats the only real sleep i get. Except, i accidently dropped a bottle of lavender oil all over my bed as i typed this, so i guess ill sleep quite well tonight. I've stopped feeling now, i've stopped having the right to have feelings.
So...yeah. I don't really know what to do with myself, except try not to go mad and do or say anything that might make the situation worse. Other people really arent helping, if anyones got anything important enough to say to me, i dont understand why it could be more beneficial said in a round-about way under a false name on livejournal. if anyone has anything else to add, please email me. My address is vazzavazza@hotmail.com. I no doubt deserve any shit anyone wants to throw at me at the moment, but please have the common courtesy to insult me directly.
Anyway, i'm sad and bored and kind of exhausted, but people keep calling to make sure im ok, so i can't be that bad a person, right?
Oct. 11th, 2004 @ 10:38 pm
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In case anyone missed this, I think someone wanted you all to read it. I didn't write it, as you may be able to tell from the style.
A small beginning
She is a slut, she is a whore.
She’s gotta have some more.
She is deluded, overweight.
No one will save her at the gate.
In the crowd she is alone,
The one she loves has flown.
Never wanted or desired.
Only drugged minds are required.
Just a victim in her mind.
Friends are leaving her behind.
She will control, manipulate.
Her ruby lips await.
Oct. 11th, 2004 @ 01:41 am
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